I think , its a long time I didn't touch my blog , shame of my laziness and moody ... I guess , start now I am back to it ... I wrote a whole bunch of feeling actually that day , but ... I went to toilet and everything gone ... BLANK ... I mean my laptop is in black screen mode A.K.A " SHUTTED DOWN !! " I really spread all my feeling inside ... But ... " Thanks to my mom " everything I wrote gone ... Start recalling back my feeling now , start from the new bah , everything past , let it be in my heart .. ♥ I guess sometime I really think too much , causes both of us unhappy .. But I promise , no matter what , I'll do the best to you . You let me start a real relationship which I never had , had ... been so loving a girl ... Which could make me think of you no matter what I am doing , all is your image in my little brain ... Whenever I am scare and think too much ... I always remember a word from your mouth ... " I Hate You " hahas ... But I know you didn't mean it ... Every single word from your mouth , crafted in my heart ... Every single word remember me that you are always in my heart ... Soon is our 3rd month together le ... The next day is my birthday to0 ... SO I decided to celebrate it together ...
Maybe you changed alot after the thing happened ... But I always trusted in you , why you don't wanna try to give a faith to yourself ? No matter what fault you did , I forgave ... If your heart is not enough of my love , I'll fill it up slowly , why must think so narrow ? Everything change include our LOVE ? I just wanna give you a perfect relationship , until marriage , I prayed to God , to give me faith and brave ... To pass through everything which is hard ... I don't want to leave you , I don't want most was ... YOU LEAVE ME !
I want to be with you forever ! UNDERSTAND ?! TT never ... wanted to hurt you ...
ESTHER I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!!!
No comments:
Post a Comment