I Love Her !

Did I ever tell you how much I love you ? No, because it's unreasonable love ...
When I see you sad , my heart automatically pain. Because we have same heart 1 LOVE
Every time I look into your eyes, I can see our future ..
Every time I hug you , I get the warmth which nobody else could ever give me ...
And only From You, I get everything ...
And the everything only for the specific person[ME] from important person[YOU]..
Every time I miss you, I'll look back our messages and bloggiesss ... I cried..
Tears of happy, because we had pass through a lot of thing ...
Which make me to appreciate every of your love on me ... I am THE MOST LUCKY !!
Bii always say you are a bad girl ... But actually, you are WRONG ... ~
You know why ?? Because I am the bad person, which always make bii cry for me
Bii, PMR is coming le, when you read this, MUST study ohh ... Always Here ..
Bii, you changed a lot le , we all saw it ... Its time for me to change aso
I need to change, Not so senka and think too much
Because I Know THis will hurt you ! I cant see you hurt any more




MOST IMPORTANT IS I LOVE YOU FOREVER !!! ESTHER !!!

Sunday

Today really very down ... I miss my dear badly ... But we accidently went into a fight a.k.a argue ... I really didn't meant to do it or say it ... I never thought you will misunderstood my words ='( I just wanna tell you , no matter what I said which hurt you, I want to take back ... I hope I was able to do it ... I'm really down ... I need you bii ... very much T.T Whole afternoon thinking how to ask for forgiveness ... What I can say is just ... Bii Esther ... I am So sorry ...






P/S : I Lov3 Eu EstHeR ~!

We could start over everything de ! ♥

Waiting the day to come , you know what day is it ? Yes ,you do , our monthsary and my birthday , and bii finish PMR de date ... Really waiting the day come faster , I want to celebrate my first birthday with you and so on ... Every year aso want to celebrate with you ... Bie now going to start study soon le ... Bii aso must gambateh ! study for future ^^ MuahhxxXxx ! Start reading ur blog just now , when reach the blue words , i start crying ... When I read till the last sentence , my tears totally flooded out ... I cant hold my emotion anymore ! I Love U !! Cant live without you , you worth everything ! I Love You ESTHER LIN !






P/S: LETS GAMBATEH TOGETHER !!! 09/10->10/10 ♥ LOVe My BaoBei LaoPo FoReveR

Back To the Blog ♥

I think , its a long time I didn't touch my blog , shame of my laziness and moody ... I guess , start now I am back to it ... I wrote a whole bunch of feeling actually that day , but ... I went to toilet and everything gone ... BLANK ... I mean my laptop is in black screen mode A.K.A " SHUTTED DOWN !! " I really spread all my feeling inside ... But ... " Thanks to my mom " everything I wrote gone ... Start recalling back my feeling now , start from the new bah , everything past , let it be in my heart .. ♥ I guess sometime I really think too much , causes both of us unhappy .. But I promise , no matter what , I'll do the best to you . You let me start a real relationship which I never had , had ... been so loving a girl ... Which could make me think of you no matter what I am doing , all is your image in my little brain ... Whenever I am scare and think too much ... I always remember a word from your mouth ... " I Hate You " hahas ... But I know you didn't mean it ... Every single word from your mouth , crafted in my heart ... Every single word remember me that you are always in my heart ... Soon is our 3rd month together le ... The next day is my birthday to0 ... SO I decided to celebrate it together ...


Maybe you changed alot after the thing happened ... But I always trusted in you , why you don't wanna try to give a faith to yourself ? No matter what fault you did , I forgave ... If your heart is not enough of my love , I'll fill it up slowly , why must think so narrow ? Everything change include our LOVE ? I just wanna give you a perfect relationship , until marriage , I prayed to God , to give me faith and brave ... To pass through everything which is hard ... I don't want to leave you , I don't want most was ... YOU LEAVE ME !



I want to be with you forever ! UNDERSTAND ?! TT never ... wanted to hurt you ...



ESTHER I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!!!

Today thursday only ...

Finally can chat with bii le ... So happy ... Today them at karam >.< but i cant join huhu ... Hope next time still got chance to meet her ... I no back home since thursday ... Yesterday back jor ... Sick ... dunno wat shud i do ... I keep missing laopo ... Really really very love her ... SO start now ... going to do the best for her ... nothing can block me ... I will put all my effort to love you ... But I still wish you will be at my side ... Promised each other to not hangout now until after pmr and spm ... I will wait ... the day will come ... Study-ing le ... I keep no secret from you laopo ... Thats i wanna tell you only =D



Really happy laopo get back computer liao =P wish next time get back de is laopo de phone >.< rili miss the feeling of sms ... hahas ... other then bii , no sms wif other girl liao =D before sleep wake up from sleep all i can see is you , on my phone ... huhu rili miss u




P/s : I love esther forever with all of my heart