Haix ... Single ?

Bii ... Nope , I mean Esther ... Why you want to do like this ?? You know how important are you ? When luii tell me that you want with me , I shout in glad ... But when I ask you , lie still goes on , is it fun to lie me ? I just want the truth LOR !! ArE YOU LISTENING ?! I guess you won't open the blog again ... You happy when single ? I Dont ! You never know my feeling ... Impossible for me to forget someone I decided to live with forever !!! ESTHER !!!!!!!! ARGH !!!! HEART BREAK !!!!

9/10/2010 ♥- Our Third Month -♥

Third month jor, I really had a good midnight now , even me and you not live under a same roof, but we are in each others' heart... We must admit it , we seldom meet , but I always meet you in my heart ... In the deepest flesh in my heart ... There is some one who will always love me , hold me , hug me ,kiss me and even waiting for me ... And you are right , its you , Bii , don't look left look right le , talking to you , Esther Laopo ... Awww... Now saturday jor lurr ...hope later night fast fast come ... Its my partiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥ And can even meet bii nerh ♥ hehes this make me most happy de awww... 19 hours to go haha ... Hope everyone had fun later ... Bii , waiting for you ... Morning i guess fetch kim , ian den go kk gai gai ♥ haha ... A important thing to give to important person by a specific person ♥ hehe .. Wait and see ♥ Happy birthday to our relationship and my birthday ♥


P/S : Esther is the only one who belongs to my heart ♥ I Love you ~♥

Wo Ai Ni ... - Everyday ♥

Sunday 3 October 2010

-Morning time .. Still Sleeping >.<
-Noon : Otw to wake up
-Afternoon 1 pm , woke up and open fb .. Meii tell me someone important to me keep find me but I off phone ... I ran to cp and buy a new charger and charge my phone ... Really want to say sorry for late wake up and didn't but charger yesterday ="( Make bii miss me so much ="(
-Then, we start sms le ... Wawww .. Sweet >.< I really hope I can hold your love and make you love me forever ... I really want to hold your hand until the end of our life ...
- Bii , really wish wednesday and saturday come faster ... SO that we can meet each other ...
-We even formed a Family ♥ FanShu FaMiLy ♥ haha ... Our relationship really getting sweeter and sweeter le ... Laopo , Ops I mean Fanshu mamii ♥ Laogong , Fanshu dadii love eu forever ...♥
I'm Yours ♥

I Love Her !

Did I ever tell you how much I love you ? No, because it's unreasonable love ...
When I see you sad , my heart automatically pain. Because we have same heart 1 LOVE
Every time I look into your eyes, I can see our future ..
Every time I hug you , I get the warmth which nobody else could ever give me ...
And only From You, I get everything ...
And the everything only for the specific person[ME] from important person[YOU]..
Every time I miss you, I'll look back our messages and bloggiesss ... I cried..
Tears of happy, because we had pass through a lot of thing ...
Which make me to appreciate every of your love on me ... I am THE MOST LUCKY !!
Bii always say you are a bad girl ... But actually, you are WRONG ... ~
You know why ?? Because I am the bad person, which always make bii cry for me
Bii, PMR is coming le, when you read this, MUST study ohh ... Always Here ..
Bii, you changed a lot le , we all saw it ... Its time for me to change aso
I need to change, Not so senka and think too much
Because I Know THis will hurt you ! I cant see you hurt any more




MOST IMPORTANT IS I LOVE YOU FOREVER !!! ESTHER !!!

Sunday

Today really very down ... I miss my dear badly ... But we accidently went into a fight a.k.a argue ... I really didn't meant to do it or say it ... I never thought you will misunderstood my words ='( I just wanna tell you , no matter what I said which hurt you, I want to take back ... I hope I was able to do it ... I'm really down ... I need you bii ... very much T.T Whole afternoon thinking how to ask for forgiveness ... What I can say is just ... Bii Esther ... I am So sorry ...






P/S : I Lov3 Eu EstHeR ~!

We could start over everything de ! ♥

Waiting the day to come , you know what day is it ? Yes ,you do , our monthsary and my birthday , and bii finish PMR de date ... Really waiting the day come faster , I want to celebrate my first birthday with you and so on ... Every year aso want to celebrate with you ... Bie now going to start study soon le ... Bii aso must gambateh ! study for future ^^ MuahhxxXxx ! Start reading ur blog just now , when reach the blue words , i start crying ... When I read till the last sentence , my tears totally flooded out ... I cant hold my emotion anymore ! I Love U !! Cant live without you , you worth everything ! I Love You ESTHER LIN !






P/S: LETS GAMBATEH TOGETHER !!! 09/10->10/10 ♥ LOVe My BaoBei LaoPo FoReveR

Back To the Blog ♥

I think , its a long time I didn't touch my blog , shame of my laziness and moody ... I guess , start now I am back to it ... I wrote a whole bunch of feeling actually that day , but ... I went to toilet and everything gone ... BLANK ... I mean my laptop is in black screen mode A.K.A " SHUTTED DOWN !! " I really spread all my feeling inside ... But ... " Thanks to my mom " everything I wrote gone ... Start recalling back my feeling now , start from the new bah , everything past , let it be in my heart .. ♥ I guess sometime I really think too much , causes both of us unhappy .. But I promise , no matter what , I'll do the best to you . You let me start a real relationship which I never had , had ... been so loving a girl ... Which could make me think of you no matter what I am doing , all is your image in my little brain ... Whenever I am scare and think too much ... I always remember a word from your mouth ... " I Hate You " hahas ... But I know you didn't mean it ... Every single word from your mouth , crafted in my heart ... Every single word remember me that you are always in my heart ... Soon is our 3rd month together le ... The next day is my birthday to0 ... SO I decided to celebrate it together ...


Maybe you changed alot after the thing happened ... But I always trusted in you , why you don't wanna try to give a faith to yourself ? No matter what fault you did , I forgave ... If your heart is not enough of my love , I'll fill it up slowly , why must think so narrow ? Everything change include our LOVE ? I just wanna give you a perfect relationship , until marriage , I prayed to God , to give me faith and brave ... To pass through everything which is hard ... I don't want to leave you , I don't want most was ... YOU LEAVE ME !



I want to be with you forever ! UNDERSTAND ?! TT never ... wanted to hurt you ...



ESTHER I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!!!

Today thursday only ...

Finally can chat with bii le ... So happy ... Today them at karam >.< but i cant join huhu ... Hope next time still got chance to meet her ... I no back home since thursday ... Yesterday back jor ... Sick ... dunno wat shud i do ... I keep missing laopo ... Really really very love her ... SO start now ... going to do the best for her ... nothing can block me ... I will put all my effort to love you ... But I still wish you will be at my side ... Promised each other to not hangout now until after pmr and spm ... I will wait ... the day will come ... Study-ing le ... I keep no secret from you laopo ... Thats i wanna tell you only =D



Really happy laopo get back computer liao =P wish next time get back de is laopo de phone >.< rili miss the feeling of sms ... hahas ... other then bii , no sms wif other girl liao =D before sleep wake up from sleep all i can see is you , on my phone ... huhu rili miss u




P/s : I love esther forever with all of my heart

Its tuesday le ...

Today morning ... Very late sleep ... At the bed till 4 am ... aww ... enjoy the night with Samson and friends ... But the same thing ... No HUG girl other then My Laopo Esther ... After that sleep at Samson home lurr =D talk jor somethings =P .. Then fall asleep jor .. Ops ... Wake up at 12.30 ... suddenly got plan go damai >.< huhus ... On sai gi .. =P reach there saw sista and brother =P But No laopo =( aww. .. Getting more and more miss her ... Hope can c dao her ... I missing you badly ... very badly T.T After that back to kk le lur ... We go cp ... gai gai ... kbox ... after tat we all gone sot su ... HoHo ... >.< keep make joke at nike shop den go where i forgot jor ... huhu ... SOTSU !! suddenly leg cramp !! ian keep kick my leg lagi T.T enjoy my day ...






BUT I never forget u laopo ... Missing u badly ): Now i know de feeling of waiting le ... But now I wont worry anymore... Because you live in my heart .. And I belong to nobody and nobody but you !!!!


P/S : I LOVE ESTHER !! My only laopo baobei !! ♥

Saturday ❤

Kinda boring de saturday >.< miss bii alot =D glad she acccepted my love again ... I'll try my best ... slowly gain her trust again ... I love her very much ... Esther laopo ... tq ... For being my wife ... 49 days a.k.a 1 month 19 days ... zhen de hen ai ni .. from ai shang ni ... until wu fa mei you ni ... your cry .. your smile .. make me falling in love again ... wo ai ni !! dont want you to leave me anymore ... so i wll try my best to make bii trust me !! Wo ai ni laopo Esther ... Muacksssss !!

I really love Esther ...

I love u with all my heart ... Start today ... GOnna quit dota ... not because of study .. I love the way u miss me ... the way u want me at your side ... I really wanted to give you time de ... I love u ... Still got alot I wanna say to you ... I cant leave you ... Because you are my life ... ♥ I need you by my side ... Bii i promise you ... I wont let you alone waiting for me ... and get bored alone ... Gonna stay with you ... I Love you !!! FOREVER !! I know u put married now still because of my friends or maybe ur frens ... but ... i rili gonna appreciate tis chance ... Because ... I not gonna let u go anymore ... NOT even once ... Here ... I wanna tell u ... I love u ... Marry me ! ♥

47 ... Nightmare ...

I ... AM ... Empty... Why suddenly will happen like this ... I did wrong i guess ... Maybe ... Perhaps ... I did not good enough ... Y just now no current ? Y just now I angry ? Y everything happen like tat T.T u noe i cant lost u ... But y ... still happening ? I dont want to lose it ... Cant live without u ... Cant liveee !!!!!!! I prayed and prayed ... i cried ... I rili want to say sorry ... i saw ur blog ... u gonna forgive me T.T but tat time aso ... no current !!! Y !!! I even saw ur blog ... changed my name to my real name le =( u not gonna forgive me ? T.T hopefully not like tat ... I want a chance ... to let me change ... I swear i quit dota ... TO spend all my time left with u ... not gonna let u go ... I love u ! ... Very Much !!
ESTHER LIN !!!!! FORGIVE ME ! COME BACK TO ME !!! I CANT LOST U !!!!

47 days ♥

Today is 47 days le .. Just no vomit at school ... Then teacher ask me go back home huhu ... I am sick again ? T.T maybe i miss bii too much ... Bii doing wat nerh now ? I everyday got guai guai .. Today my fren say me wat aso dunno do ... but i scold him back ... at least i noe how to love my wife ... my esther ... U do ? I felt very proud nerh after saying tat >.< hehes ... Miss bii badly ... Hope today we can chat ohh ... muackss ... miss euu bii ... Happy 47days ♥

We 2 days no chat jor ... really missing ur handwriting ... Your sound ... Your kiss and your everything and every moment with me .. Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii !!! FOREVER I WANT TO CALL YOU LIKE TAT !!!! ARE U LISTENING ?!?!?! I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!




P/S : Joshua Y. Is Owned By Esther L. [ Forever Together ♥ ]

Sunday , 22/9/2010 - 43days♥

Yesterday Saturday, I went out with my laopo Esther ... So happy can be with her ... Really very much ... But there got something that make both of us not happy ... Only me and laopo knows ... I promise that wont happen again ... Not gonna make laopo sad or shocked anymore ... I love you , the way you are you ... I love you ... Esther ... You owes give me what I want, and now I'm here to fulfill my destiny ... My love ... My everything ... My love to you will never change ... I love you bii ... Muackss ... Love the way you are ... Love the way you be ... Love the way you are my wife ... Muackss ♥

40 days le ♥

Today is our 40th days , I cried so sudden just now ... Not because I gonna leave you or you gonna leave me ... Although we called each other husband and wife, but death will apart us , I really scare of that day ="( Laopo, I really love you, never that love somebody, but you ... Let me had the feeling, I wanna give you the best I could , so that if I die earlier , I will wait for you in front of the gate to heaven ... For you, I really appreciate our love ... I Love You is not enough to express my love on you, so I'll try my best and the best .. And the greatest best only for you , Esther Laopo !!! ♥ I really cant live without you, even 1 second ... Bii , promise me never let go of your hand away from my hand and my heart ... Last thing to say here ... Happy 40 days ♥ ^^ hehes





P/S : I Love You Forever Esther !! ♥

16/8/2010 - Happy 37days ❤

Hehes its 37 days already, about the engagement, must really think of it ohh =D hehes .. I'm waiting =P bii bii but but ... Friday coming, hopes you will come, maybe bii don wan hehe but I'll still wait and wish for the day to come, today sick, but still scare anything happen at bii de school, i finish school, on fb saw dao bii post at my wall , so happy =D bii didn't follow them ... hehes .. Bii , I'm really happy that you coupled with me ... This friday I want to let bii meet my daddy bah =D that's why wanna bring bii come, hehes sun bian dating =P







P/S : Missing and Loving Bii Forever =D wanna live wif euu oni ❤

I Want to marry Esther Lin ♥

After thinking whole afternoon, what happened yesterday and today, I realized how important you are for me. And the most I think was ... I .. wanna marry you... Maybe it's nonsense for now, but I'll proof that I am serious in love in you and wanna marry you with all my heart .. Even we just ever met 2 times since we start together, but I can feel how much your love on me, and that let me feel that I couldn't live without u, and must more and more appreciate the time with you. Even things for us is still less, but you(Esther Lin)A.K.A(MYLAOPO) is everything that worth more than any gold, diamond, even the most expensive things that I don't know ... Even you said you are very hard to layan, but do you think I mind of it ? Small gas ? Haha bii, u rili too underestimate laogong le lurr ... Maybe sometimes bii easy angry ... But I'll find 1001 idea to make bii don angry me de marh ^^ Got 1 friend tells me ... 1 + 1 = Totally in love ... and I could feel that ... And that make me want to engaged with you this year ... Loving you, holding you, trusting you,


I miss you badly Bii ♥


P/s : I Love you Bii ♥ EsTheR

Sunday Morning ♥

Its sunday morning ... But u didn't online ... so i guess u went to church ... think le whole dawn ... I rili hurt u bii ="( u tou tou out to meet me ... but at last i treat u like tat... i'm rili sorry ... I promise ... i wont argue wif eu again ... I love u ... really so much ... more than my family .. It wont change ... I need you by my side to live ... i Miss eu T.T FOREVER LOVING EU ESTHER LIN ...My wife !!

Our 1st date ♥

Today morning ... I wake up at 6.30 ... Keep waiting time for me to meet bii ♥ at 2pm ... When brenda tell eric tat bii cant out ... I lost my direction to go .. But ... When i saw brenda ... I saw hope ... because u were beside ... I bet u sure curi2 out ... I can feel it ... because brenda said u cant out at 1st ... Then we wait for daddy car ... but he suddenly got meeting ... so we took taxi to 1b ... I rili happy every moment wif my laopo ... I wan to marry her !! IN real life ... not onli in fb ... IN realLIFe !! Bii , i want to promise u here ... I will not simply angry of bii de joke ... i don wan things like today happened ... at kbox ... u write a note on my fon , its rili cute ... but i dont like wat happened at night ... ="( i rili hurt u bii ... I'm sorry ... For argue-ing wif u ... Just wanna we live happily ever without argu-ing ... i love u ♥

34days♥ 13/8/2010

Today 12 finish school lurr ... back home eat jor =D now just waiting my bii online =D hehes ... Muackss ... Bii at whr now nerh ? still waiting daddy or on the way back le nerh ? I miss eu ... I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

Miss eu
Miss eu
Miss eu ♥

33 days ♥

Biii ... i never nget euu lea ... don worry =D muackss .. owes loving euu =D wish saturday eu can go out nerh ... loving and miss eu ... muacks ...

12//8/2010 ♥

Today rili cham ... make dao my bii nget me 24 minute =X ... But after tat ok le =D so i don worry ... Miss eu bii ... now bii sure bathing ... xiang2 lea hehes ... i love euu ... forever loving in euu .... Just euu ohh ♥ ... bii ahh later i kacau ur fb tu xD kasi put our relationship status to married =P sorry to lie eu kekez ... muackss love euu =D owes ♥

Bii look at me ...

Look into my eye Esther,my laopo , what u c is just you , only you ... She agreed to marry me just now ^^ hehes i love euu bii ... We promised to forget the past ... Amd we did it ... nothing to regret when i'm being wif u ... nothing to sad when be wif you ... u let me become a real of me ... a me which is able to protect u ... to give u warmth ... i know the message rili hurt ... but not the truth... I don wan to let u to noe the truth ... But i know u will trust me ... Even i'm dead ... I still got last word to say ... I love u Esther ... Just You and ONLY YOU ! ♥

Hope Bii Like iT ♥

Hope bii like wat I did =D rili in love in bii le =D Hope can wif bii long long long and long again =D just loving euu Esther ... Vry love ...

Good Morning ~ Love And Sot >.< ♥

Morning To my bii esther ♥ and all Malaysians =P ... Today start puasa le =P even i'm not muslim , but i try to fasting wif eu all [but wan diet pulak xD] I guess bii is diet-ing wif me now ... hehes ... but most sot today is ... I smoke early in the morning >.< wakkaka ... rili so hard to stop meh ? =X ... Bii i nid euu oh .. miss eu and love eu so much ... I love ya =P Esther Lin =P ♥

I WANT STOP SMOKE ♥

Yieee ... don wan give bii pui jor >.< STOP SMOKING hahas ... Love my bii owes =D I rili wan quit smoking de =P ♥ Bii give me faith to stop oh I love eu ♥

10/8/2010♥

Today is tuesday =D See my bii de blog at school ... Cried ... because I left her alone yesterday ... How stupid am i ... I love u bii ♥ Esther ... promise not gonna let u alone ... no matter wat ... gave u enuf hurt and start now just wanna giv u happiness ... I Lov3 Eu !!! Today we changed our profile picture =P kinda cute kekez ... We shared our secret .. And most important ... We could let the past down =D now we r da best couple le =D Forever Loving in you my dear Esther ... Always remembering the date 9/7/2010 When u tell me u forget jor him i rili happy nerh ^^ hehes ... keep smiling to computer like sa lao xD ... but tis salao owes love his wife ♥ esther =D

9/8/2010 ♥

Now is our monthsary le ... ♥ finally one month jor =D I love my bii ♥ Hope we could be together longer and ever =D I wanna be with you .. very much bii ♥ muacks .. Just wanna be with you bii Esther ... hehex ... I hope our love on each other will get stronger and more still ... As still as steel ... Monthsary still nothing ... Because we still got alot of monthsary and even anniversary to go through together ... Now waiting bii to on facebook le and approve our relation status ... Wo ai ni ... hao ai ni ... Only you Esther Bii ♥ ... By Bie♥ Joshua YuYu =P Muackszszsz

SweeT SunDaY

Woke up at 1 >.< huhu ... Online ... and saw my bii [ Esther ] online =P ... and look at her blog ... yuan lai she waiting me online wakakakaka ... but I'm glad she did wish me to online ... Loving you from the depth of my heart .. tomorrow is 9/8 le ... means our 1 month together .. From a stranger to friend , and from a friend become couple ... 1 day , we might become from couple become husband and wife ... and a family ...~Joshua Love Esther~

Another Day in love in you

My Bii Esther <3 GOod AfTeRnO0n =P missing ya owes. Totally in love in you =D
Bii : enjoy ur outing wif amenda =D muackss <3 getting nearer and nearer to eu le bii ... Soon I'll let u know how much I'm in love in you =D forever ... [ we wished ] Will you marry me ? Esther ...

When we start our relationship

To my Ms.pandaa... You gave me the love, happiness, and everything happy that I need . . . It might be still not good enough at the beggining , but I trust , if we work it out together , everything will be just "PERFECT" and don't ever say "IMPOSSIBLE" because "IMPOSSIBLE" means " I M POSSIBLE" .. I give you my heart here bii , a love that won't stop loving and chasing on you ... Just for you my bii ... I'll learn about my weakness, your weakness, our weakness ... Always be with you, lets try our best to forget the past ... I Love Eu EsThER !!! <3

Our Lov3 WonT enD

真正爱一个人，可以为对方去做在能力范围内的任何事。

　　真正爱一个人，可以永远的包容一切在道德范围内的过错。

　　真正爱一个人，可以不顾一切考虑任何可能危及感情的事而去努力改变化解它。

　　真正爱一个人，会尊重对方的选择，只要不危及两个人的感情。

　　真正爱一个人，只会欣赏对方的优点，而漠视缺点。

　　真正爱一个人，会非常尊重对方的家人，不管家人如何看待自己。

　　真正爱一个人，会认识到自己的过错，考虑对方的感受，不论孰是孰非。

　　真正爱一个人，首先会与对方商量对方在事业上的前程打算。

　　真正爱一个人，对方伤心自己也很难过。

　　真正爱一个人，会感受到在哪都有对方的出现。

　　真正爱一个人，会在自己处于困境时心里只有对方。

　　真正爱一个人，会在对方不在的地方保持对对方的一块宁静的圣地，而不受任何玷污。

　　真正爱一个人，会在对方处于困难危险时而寝食难安。

　　真正爱一个人，会在对方无故突然提出分手时，淡然笑之。

　　真正爱一个人，会在对方很长时间没有联系而突然提出分手时，而接受。

　　真正爱一个人，会在自己死心而不是别人叫你死心之前尽自己最大的努力去挽回补救。

　　真正爱一个人，分手后不会做朋友，只会做陌生人。

　　真正爱一个人，不会相信时间去治疗分手后的痛苦和心伤。

　　真正爱一个人，敢于与对方面对一切困难，承担一切负担。

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We Had our 1st date at cp =P happiest day ... Jy Love Jt forever =) muacks !!

I Need Love ..

FroM Some1 I Lov3 and the On3 Lov3 m3 .. Its hard to come and easy to go ... What should I do ?? ...

My BrO ..

You had been with me and supporting me since we know each other , you cared me with love and happiness ... I gonna miss you no matter how far you are going ... ='(

Boring AfterNoOn ..

Lost DoTas, sleep 1 hour , watched chi ling , replays ... HOT LAGI TUE !!! arhhhh ... SieN !! MumMy FastZ2 come back !!!!

Love ?

The person u like find a pair for you , what will u feel ? ...

Dota ?

Our team needs training .. Our target , SMM tournament ... Glorious ? OR Failure ? OnLy GoD knows ...

YoUtH DaY ..

Started with happiness and ended with tears , the tears of trust , faith , love and happiness ... We learnt to be a youth, a hardworking youth ... And even praise our lord at the 1st place. I LOVE JESUS..!~!