Haix ... Single ?

Bii ... Nope , I mean Esther ... Why you want to do like this ?? You know how important are you ? When luii tell me that you want with me , I shout in glad ... But when I ask you , lie still goes on , is it fun to lie me ? I just want the truth LOR !! ArE YOU LISTENING ?! I guess you won't open the blog again ... You happy when single ? I Dont ! You never know my feeling ... Impossible for me to forget someone I decided to live with forever !!! ESTHER !!!!!!!! ARGH !!!! HEART BREAK !!!!

9/10/2010 ♥- Our Third Month -♥

Third month jor, I really had a good midnight now , even me and you not live under a same roof, but we are in each others' heart... We must admit it , we seldom meet , but I always meet you in my heart ... In the deepest flesh in my heart ... There is some one who will always love me , hold me , hug me ,kiss me and even waiting for me ... And you are right , its you , Bii , don't look left look right le , talking to you , Esther Laopo ... Awww... Now saturday jor lurr ...hope later night fast fast come ... Its my partiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥ And can even meet bii nerh ♥ hehes this make me most happy de awww... 19 hours to go haha ... Hope everyone had fun later ... Bii , waiting for you ... Morning i guess fetch kim , ian den go kk gai gai ♥ haha ... A important thing to give to important person by a specific person ♥ hehe .. Wait and see ♥ Happy birthday to our relationship and my birthday ♥


P/S : Esther is the only one who belongs to my heart ♥ I Love you ~♥

Wo Ai Ni ... - Everyday ♥

Sunday 3 October 2010

-Morning time .. Still Sleeping >.<
-Noon : Otw to wake up
-Afternoon 1 pm , woke up and open fb .. Meii tell me someone important to me keep find me but I off phone ... I ran to cp and buy a new charger and charge my phone ... Really want to say sorry for late wake up and didn't but charger yesterday ="( Make bii miss me so much ="(
-Then, we start sms le ... Wawww .. Sweet >.< I really hope I can hold your love and make you love me forever ... I really want to hold your hand until the end of our life ...
- Bii , really wish wednesday and saturday come faster ... SO that we can meet each other ...
-We even formed a Family ♥ FanShu FaMiLy ♥ haha ... Our relationship really getting sweeter and sweeter le ... Laopo , Ops I mean Fanshu mamii ♥ Laogong , Fanshu dadii love eu forever ...♥
I'm Yours ♥

I Love Her !

Did I ever tell you how much I love you ? No, because it's unreasonable love ...
When I see you sad , my heart automatically pain. Because we have same heart 1 LOVE
Every time I look into your eyes, I can see our future ..
Every time I hug you , I get the warmth which nobody else could ever give me ...
And only From You, I get everything ...
And the everything only for the specific person[ME] from important person[YOU]..
Every time I miss you, I'll look back our messages and bloggiesss ... I cried..
Tears of happy, because we had pass through a lot of thing ...
Which make me to appreciate every of your love on me ... I am THE MOST LUCKY !!
Bii always say you are a bad girl ... But actually, you are WRONG ... ~
You know why ?? Because I am the bad person, which always make bii cry for me
Bii, PMR is coming le, when you read this, MUST study ohh ... Always Here ..
Bii, you changed a lot le , we all saw it ... Its time for me to change aso
I need to change, Not so senka and think too much
Because I Know THis will hurt you ! I cant see you hurt any more




MOST IMPORTANT IS I LOVE YOU FOREVER !!! ESTHER !!!

Sunday

Today really very down ... I miss my dear badly ... But we accidently went into a fight a.k.a argue ... I really didn't meant to do it or say it ... I never thought you will misunderstood my words ='( I just wanna tell you , no matter what I said which hurt you, I want to take back ... I hope I was able to do it ... I'm really down ... I need you bii ... very much T.T Whole afternoon thinking how to ask for forgiveness ... What I can say is just ... Bii Esther ... I am So sorry ...






P/S : I Lov3 Eu EstHeR ~!

We could start over everything de ! ♥

Waiting the day to come , you know what day is it ? Yes ,you do , our monthsary and my birthday , and bii finish PMR de date ... Really waiting the day come faster , I want to celebrate my first birthday with you and so on ... Every year aso want to celebrate with you ... Bie now going to start study soon le ... Bii aso must gambateh ! study for future ^^ MuahhxxXxx ! Start reading ur blog just now , when reach the blue words , i start crying ... When I read till the last sentence , my tears totally flooded out ... I cant hold my emotion anymore ! I Love U !! Cant live without you , you worth everything ! I Love You ESTHER LIN !






P/S: LETS GAMBATEH TOGETHER !!! 09/10->10/10 ♥ LOVe My BaoBei LaoPo FoReveR

Back To the Blog ♥

I think , its a long time I didn't touch my blog , shame of my laziness and moody ... I guess , start now I am back to it ... I wrote a whole bunch of feeling actually that day , but ... I went to toilet and everything gone ... BLANK ... I mean my laptop is in black screen mode A.K.A " SHUTTED DOWN !! " I really spread all my feeling inside ... But ... " Thanks to my mom " everything I wrote gone ... Start recalling back my feeling now , start from the new bah , everything past , let it be in my heart .. ♥ I guess sometime I really think too much , causes both of us unhappy .. But I promise , no matter what , I'll do the best to you . You let me start a real relationship which I never had , had ... been so loving a girl ... Which could make me think of you no matter what I am doing , all is your image in my little brain ... Whenever I am scare and think too much ... I always remember a word from your mouth ... " I Hate You " hahas ... But I know you didn't mean it ... Every single word from your mouth , crafted in my heart ... Every single word remember me that you are always in my heart ... Soon is our 3rd month together le ... The next day is my birthday to0 ... SO I decided to celebrate it together ...


Maybe you changed alot after the thing happened ... But I always trusted in you , why you don't wanna try to give a faith to yourself ? No matter what fault you did , I forgave ... If your heart is not enough of my love , I'll fill it up slowly , why must think so narrow ? Everything change include our LOVE ? I just wanna give you a perfect relationship , until marriage , I prayed to God , to give me faith and brave ... To pass through everything which is hard ... I don't want to leave you , I don't want most was ... YOU LEAVE ME !



I want to be with you forever ! UNDERSTAND ?! TT never ... wanted to hurt you ...



ESTHER I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!!!