Its tuesday le ...

Today morning ... Very late sleep ... At the bed till 4 am ... aww ... enjoy the night with Samson and friends ... But the same thing ... No HUG girl other then My Laopo Esther ... After that sleep at Samson home lurr =D talk jor somethings =P .. Then fall asleep jor .. Ops ... Wake up at 12.30 ... suddenly got plan go damai >.< huhus ... On sai gi .. =P reach there saw sista and brother =P But No laopo =( aww. .. Getting more and more miss her ... Hope can c dao her ... I missing you badly ... very badly T.T After that back to kk le lur ... We go cp ... gai gai ... kbox ... after tat we all gone sot su ... HoHo ... >.< keep make joke at nike shop den go where i forgot jor ... huhu ... SOTSU !! suddenly leg cramp !! ian keep kick my leg lagi T.T enjoy my day ...






BUT I never forget u laopo ... Missing u badly ): Now i know de feeling of waiting le ... But now I wont worry anymore... Because you live in my heart .. And I belong to nobody and nobody but you !!!!


P/S : I LOVE ESTHER !! My only laopo baobei !! ♥

Saturday ❤

Kinda boring de saturday >.< miss bii alot =D glad she acccepted my love again ... I'll try my best ... slowly gain her trust again ... I love her very much ... Esther laopo ... tq ... For being my wife ... 49 days a.k.a 1 month 19 days ... zhen de hen ai ni .. from ai shang ni ... until wu fa mei you ni ... your cry .. your smile .. make me falling in love again ... wo ai ni !! dont want you to leave me anymore ... so i wll try my best to make bii trust me !! Wo ai ni laopo Esther ... Muacksssss !!

I really love Esther ...

I love u with all my heart ... Start today ... GOnna quit dota ... not because of study .. I love the way u miss me ... the way u want me at your side ... I really wanted to give you time de ... I love u ... Still got alot I wanna say to you ... I cant leave you ... Because you are my life ... ♥ I need you by my side ... Bii i promise you ... I wont let you alone waiting for me ... and get bored alone ... Gonna stay with you ... I Love you !!! FOREVER !! I know u put married now still because of my friends or maybe ur frens ... but ... i rili gonna appreciate tis chance ... Because ... I not gonna let u go anymore ... NOT even once ... Here ... I wanna tell u ... I love u ... Marry me ! ♥

47 ... Nightmare ...

I ... AM ... Empty... Why suddenly will happen like this ... I did wrong i guess ... Maybe ... Perhaps ... I did not good enough ... Y just now no current ? Y just now I angry ? Y everything happen like tat T.T u noe i cant lost u ... But y ... still happening ? I dont want to lose it ... Cant live without u ... Cant liveee !!!!!!! I prayed and prayed ... i cried ... I rili want to say sorry ... i saw ur blog ... u gonna forgive me T.T but tat time aso ... no current !!! Y !!! I even saw ur blog ... changed my name to my real name le =( u not gonna forgive me ? T.T hopefully not like tat ... I want a chance ... to let me change ... I swear i quit dota ... TO spend all my time left with u ... not gonna let u go ... I love u ! ... Very Much !!
ESTHER LIN !!!!! FORGIVE ME ! COME BACK TO ME !!! I CANT LOST U !!!!

47 days ♥

Today is 47 days le .. Just no vomit at school ... Then teacher ask me go back home huhu ... I am sick again ? T.T maybe i miss bii too much ... Bii doing wat nerh now ? I everyday got guai guai .. Today my fren say me wat aso dunno do ... but i scold him back ... at least i noe how to love my wife ... my esther ... U do ? I felt very proud nerh after saying tat >.< hehes ... Miss bii badly ... Hope today we can chat ohh ... muackss ... miss euu bii ... Happy 47days ♥

We 2 days no chat jor ... really missing ur handwriting ... Your sound ... Your kiss and your everything and every moment with me .. Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii Bii !!! FOREVER I WANT TO CALL YOU LIKE TAT !!!! ARE U LISTENING ?!?!?! I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!




P/S : Joshua Y. Is Owned By Esther L. [ Forever Together ♥ ]

Sunday , 22/9/2010 - 43days♥

Yesterday Saturday, I went out with my laopo Esther ... So happy can be with her ... Really very much ... But there got something that make both of us not happy ... Only me and laopo knows ... I promise that wont happen again ... Not gonna make laopo sad or shocked anymore ... I love you , the way you are you ... I love you ... Esther ... You owes give me what I want, and now I'm here to fulfill my destiny ... My love ... My everything ... My love to you will never change ... I love you bii ... Muackss ... Love the way you are ... Love the way you be ... Love the way you are my wife ... Muackss ♥

40 days le ♥

Today is our 40th days , I cried so sudden just now ... Not because I gonna leave you or you gonna leave me ... Although we called each other husband and wife, but death will apart us , I really scare of that day ="( Laopo, I really love you, never that love somebody, but you ... Let me had the feeling, I wanna give you the best I could , so that if I die earlier , I will wait for you in front of the gate to heaven ... For you, I really appreciate our love ... I Love You is not enough to express my love on you, so I'll try my best and the best .. And the greatest best only for you , Esther Laopo !!! ♥ I really cant live without you, even 1 second ... Bii , promise me never let go of your hand away from my hand and my heart ... Last thing to say here ... Happy 40 days ♥ ^^ hehes





P/S : I Love You Forever Esther !! ♥

16/8/2010 - Happy 37days ❤

Hehes its 37 days already, about the engagement, must really think of it ohh =D hehes .. I'm waiting =P bii bii but but ... Friday coming, hopes you will come, maybe bii don wan hehe but I'll still wait and wish for the day to come, today sick, but still scare anything happen at bii de school, i finish school, on fb saw dao bii post at my wall , so happy =D bii didn't follow them ... hehes .. Bii , I'm really happy that you coupled with me ... This friday I want to let bii meet my daddy bah =D that's why wanna bring bii come, hehes sun bian dating =P







P/S : Missing and Loving Bii Forever =D wanna live wif euu oni ❤

I Want to marry Esther Lin ♥

After thinking whole afternoon, what happened yesterday and today, I realized how important you are for me. And the most I think was ... I .. wanna marry you... Maybe it's nonsense for now, but I'll proof that I am serious in love in you and wanna marry you with all my heart .. Even we just ever met 2 times since we start together, but I can feel how much your love on me, and that let me feel that I couldn't live without u, and must more and more appreciate the time with you. Even things for us is still less, but you(Esther Lin)A.K.A(MYLAOPO) is everything that worth more than any gold, diamond, even the most expensive things that I don't know ... Even you said you are very hard to layan, but do you think I mind of it ? Small gas ? Haha bii, u rili too underestimate laogong le lurr ... Maybe sometimes bii easy angry ... But I'll find 1001 idea to make bii don angry me de marh ^^ Got 1 friend tells me ... 1 + 1 = Totally in love ... and I could feel that ... And that make me want to engaged with you this year ... Loving you, holding you, trusting you,


I miss you badly Bii ♥


P/s : I Love you Bii ♥ EsTheR

Sunday Morning ♥

Its sunday morning ... But u didn't online ... so i guess u went to church ... think le whole dawn ... I rili hurt u bii ="( u tou tou out to meet me ... but at last i treat u like tat... i'm rili sorry ... I promise ... i wont argue wif eu again ... I love u ... really so much ... more than my family .. It wont change ... I need you by my side to live ... i Miss eu T.T FOREVER LOVING EU ESTHER LIN ...My wife !!

Our 1st date ♥

Today morning ... I wake up at 6.30 ... Keep waiting time for me to meet bii ♥ at 2pm ... When brenda tell eric tat bii cant out ... I lost my direction to go .. But ... When i saw brenda ... I saw hope ... because u were beside ... I bet u sure curi2 out ... I can feel it ... because brenda said u cant out at 1st ... Then we wait for daddy car ... but he suddenly got meeting ... so we took taxi to 1b ... I rili happy every moment wif my laopo ... I wan to marry her !! IN real life ... not onli in fb ... IN realLIFe !! Bii , i want to promise u here ... I will not simply angry of bii de joke ... i don wan things like today happened ... at kbox ... u write a note on my fon , its rili cute ... but i dont like wat happened at night ... ="( i rili hurt u bii ... I'm sorry ... For argue-ing wif u ... Just wanna we live happily ever without argu-ing ... i love u ♥

34days♥ 13/8/2010

Today 12 finish school lurr ... back home eat jor =D now just waiting my bii online =D hehes ... Muackss ... Bii at whr now nerh ? still waiting daddy or on the way back le nerh ? I miss eu ... I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

Miss eu
Miss eu
Miss eu ♥

33 days ♥

Biii ... i never nget euu lea ... don worry =D muackss .. owes loving euu =D wish saturday eu can go out nerh ... loving and miss eu ... muacks ...

12//8/2010 ♥

Today rili cham ... make dao my bii nget me 24 minute =X ... But after tat ok le =D so i don worry ... Miss eu bii ... now bii sure bathing ... xiang2 lea hehes ... i love euu ... forever loving in euu .... Just euu ohh ♥ ... bii ahh later i kacau ur fb tu xD kasi put our relationship status to married =P sorry to lie eu kekez ... muackss love euu =D owes ♥

Bii look at me ...

Look into my eye Esther,my laopo , what u c is just you , only you ... She agreed to marry me just now ^^ hehes i love euu bii ... We promised to forget the past ... Amd we did it ... nothing to regret when i'm being wif u ... nothing to sad when be wif you ... u let me become a real of me ... a me which is able to protect u ... to give u warmth ... i know the message rili hurt ... but not the truth... I don wan to let u to noe the truth ... But i know u will trust me ... Even i'm dead ... I still got last word to say ... I love u Esther ... Just You and ONLY YOU ! ♥

Hope Bii Like iT ♥

Hope bii like wat I did =D rili in love in bii le =D Hope can wif bii long long long and long again =D just loving euu Esther ... Vry love ...

Good Morning ~ Love And Sot >.< ♥

Morning To my bii esther ♥ and all Malaysians =P ... Today start puasa le =P even i'm not muslim , but i try to fasting wif eu all [but wan diet pulak xD] I guess bii is diet-ing wif me now ... hehes ... but most sot today is ... I smoke early in the morning >.< wakkaka ... rili so hard to stop meh ? =X ... Bii i nid euu oh .. miss eu and love eu so much ... I love ya =P Esther Lin =P ♥

I WANT STOP SMOKE ♥

Yieee ... don wan give bii pui jor >.< STOP SMOKING hahas ... Love my bii owes =D I rili wan quit smoking de =P ♥ Bii give me faith to stop oh I love eu ♥

10/8/2010♥

Today is tuesday =D See my bii de blog at school ... Cried ... because I left her alone yesterday ... How stupid am i ... I love u bii ♥ Esther ... promise not gonna let u alone ... no matter wat ... gave u enuf hurt and start now just wanna giv u happiness ... I Lov3 Eu !!! Today we changed our profile picture =P kinda cute kekez ... We shared our secret .. And most important ... We could let the past down =D now we r da best couple le =D Forever Loving in you my dear Esther ... Always remembering the date 9/7/2010 When u tell me u forget jor him i rili happy nerh ^^ hehes ... keep smiling to computer like sa lao xD ... but tis salao owes love his wife ♥ esther =D

9/8/2010 ♥

Now is our monthsary le ... ♥ finally one month jor =D I love my bii ♥ Hope we could be together longer and ever =D I wanna be with you .. very much bii ♥ muacks .. Just wanna be with you bii Esther ... hehex ... I hope our love on each other will get stronger and more still ... As still as steel ... Monthsary still nothing ... Because we still got alot of monthsary and even anniversary to go through together ... Now waiting bii to on facebook le and approve our relation status ... Wo ai ni ... hao ai ni ... Only you Esther Bii ♥ ... By Bie♥ Joshua YuYu =P Muackszszsz

SweeT SunDaY

Woke up at 1 >.< huhu ... Online ... and saw my bii [ Esther ] online =P ... and look at her blog ... yuan lai she waiting me online wakakakaka ... but I'm glad she did wish me to online ... Loving you from the depth of my heart .. tomorrow is 9/8 le ... means our 1 month together .. From a stranger to friend , and from a friend become couple ... 1 day , we might become from couple become husband and wife ... and a family ...~Joshua Love Esther~

Another Day in love in you

My Bii Esther <3 GOod AfTeRnO0n =P missing ya owes. Totally in love in you =D
Bii : enjoy ur outing wif amenda =D muackss <3 getting nearer and nearer to eu le bii ... Soon I'll let u know how much I'm in love in you =D forever ... [ we wished ] Will you marry me ? Esther ...

When we start our relationship

To my Ms.pandaa... You gave me the love, happiness, and everything happy that I need . . . It might be still not good enough at the beggining , but I trust , if we work it out together , everything will be just "PERFECT" and don't ever say "IMPOSSIBLE" because "IMPOSSIBLE" means " I M POSSIBLE" .. I give you my heart here bii , a love that won't stop loving and chasing on you ... Just for you my bii ... I'll learn about my weakness, your weakness, our weakness ... Always be with you, lets try our best to forget the past ... I Love Eu EsThER !!! <3